Introduction
This month there has happened a lot and there was a lot of messages. As the evidence shows, I have fallen for the girl and started to be fully invested in her. The girl urged me to send her more and more money with claims of serious illness - cancer. I think I have become blind to potential deceit and I thought that I was really helping the girl with the treatment, besides other things.
Sections:
The key points/events in this month:
- Payment for food (3 May 2025) Go to Telegram message
- Payment for medical bills - biopsy (14 May 2025) Go to Telegram message
- Voice call (14 May 2025) Go to Telegram message
- Payment for medical bills - ultrasound, pills, blood tests (15 May 2025) Go to Telegram message
- She sent an older photo with her mother - adding this here to validate the authenticity (21 May 2025) Go to Telegram message
- Payment for apartment/rent and utilities (21 May 2025) Go to Telegram message
- The girl sent medical documents (24 May 2025) Go to Telegram message
- The girl claims that after the tests and according to documents she has ovarian cancer (24 May 2025) Go to Telegram message
- Payment for medical bills - tests and pills for cancer (24 May 2025) Go to Telegram message
- The girl starts mentioning chemotherapy and costs of the cancer treatment (27 May 2025) Go to Telegram message
- Payment for the first round of chemotherapy (27 May 2025) Go to Telegram message
- Photo of the girl in hospital (28 May 2025) Go to Telegram message
- Another photo from the hospital - the girl is asking for money for medical bills (28 May 2025) Go to Telegram message
- Payment for the medical bills (28 May 2025) Go to Telegram message
1-7 May
Mostly just talking and sharing photos.
Here are some of the girl's tiktok videos from this time period for reference regarding appearance:
I slept well and i am having bit lazy morning
How are you doing and how was your night?🙂
What would you like to have or buy?🙂
Austria, wow, how is it there in general, I would be glad to see🤭☺️
While there are no worries about food, I don’t need too much, when there is a need and it’s already very difficult for me, I’ll ask you 😘❤️❤️❤️
Did you eat something, is everything okay?😇😇😇
In time I hope you will get such hot weather as well 🙂
But let me tell you something that will be unusual for you and you like you, for example, in the series there are two twins, one is a successful banker and the other likes to drink and she did not have such great power as her sister, but as a result, the sister that we did not successfully sleep with the husband of a successful sister and when they wanted to kidnap a successful sister, it was a person whom that successful sister did badly, so they wanted to kill her... to fix the situation, but that sister who did not sleep successfully with her sister’s husband, they confused the successful sister with an unsuccessful sister, so it entailed very big Changes and yet the sister who was kidnapped she knew this man, because it was the husband of the girl who received the company from her father, and in this company there were these three sisters, but one of them was not successful, she drank alcohol and so on, the second that worked with her was very strict and treated very badly for days, they had constant quarrels, everyone wanted to get some big place in this company, but it was the girl who ordered to kill her successful sister🤣🤣
Because she found some documents that could spoil the career of the sister who ran the company, quite an interesting cycle, or rather some wonderful and I don’t know if I correctly conveyed my thoughts to you, but tried to explain everything as it was in the movie, it’s really confusing, it makes it clear a lot who and how uses their knowledge, people are very different characters of the situation, the way out of them are interesting, you should watch it, I won’t tell you what happened next, I think I already told so much🤪❤️
If you watch from the first season and if you watch it, you definitely won’t regret it because everything starts there the best, from the first season you’ll feel passion, I wouldn’t say it’s addictive but I watched a couple of seasons in one breath when I had a lot of time and watched it because it was just wow🥰😘😘I don’t know, maybe it’s so easy for me but I’m sure you’d be delighted, damn I’m very sorry that we can’t watch it together I would really like it, I would like to hug some popcorn or just Juice maybe something light just fruit but the best was hugs movie good evening together cool vibe, oh I want to be able to teleport🤪🤪🤪
How did you sleep and how is your morning?😊
The morning went well Thank you very much 💋 do you have a lot of work today? 💕
How are you doing?😊...are you going straight to work from university or you dont work today?
What kind do you like?😊
I’ve already taken a walk and I’m going home, what are you doing?😚
I wish I could spend this day and also weekend with you as well 😊
I’m glad you had a good time, I just fall asleep, the book always does it with me, I want you to hug me and I fall asleep 🤭💋
I would love to join you ans help you ib the shower 😊...you look amazing
How was your sleep and how are you doing?😊
Will you help me send me the bill, I want to hear about your trip, I don’t want to spoil it with this, I just want to eat and live at least somehow, sorry Matt❤️
I hope that the weather will get better for you 😊
Are you alright?
How was your day and the walk? 😊
I’m doing well with reading, I finished the old book and started a new one about the romance of Jack London, I would like to have a similar style of text and love in it because the author does not convey and allows reading with pleasure❤️❤️🥰
Do you a favourite author or it doesnt matter?😊
I like how it combines philosophy, psychology and deep reflections on human nature. His book The Art of Loving made a big impression on me❤️❤️❤️
In it, he speaks of love not as an emotion, but as an art that requires effort, understanding and inner maturity. This is a very eternal topic 🤗how to be a real person, how to build relationships without losing yourself🥰I think it echoes with many classic ideas, just from the other psychological side🤗after we talked I will go to bed because I have to work in the morning, I can write to you in the morning because I want to sleep, the beginning of the week I want to have strength, I wish you sweet dreams 😚❤️❤️
Good night Sofia 😊
I am doing ok. Just traveling around...
I wish your day at work will go well today😊
Sorry, I think I fell asleep ...or didnt notice the message
How are you doing?😊
I’m doing great, I’m in a hurry to get to work, where are you going so early?🥰🥰🤭
I’m working, the morning was busy, but everything is fine, I think I’ll have something to eat now, I wish you a good start to the day, there will be time, write, kiss ❤️😘😘
How is your day going Sofia? Is everything ok?😊
Have a good time with another and write when you can ❤️😚
Where did you stay?
I am already in bed... I have walked enough for today 🙂...the hotel is called... Hotel 52
I really appreciate you worrying about me
So far, everything is fine in Kiev, there is no anxiety anymore❤️❤️❤️
8-16 May
Lots of talking. The girl urged me to pay for medical bills. We had a voice call which definitely contributed to me falling for her more and more. I thought I was getting closer and closer to her. I could have been suspicious about many things, but by now I have become fully commited in helping this girl and I ignored the possibility of deception.
Here are some of the girl's tiktok videos from this time period for reference regarding appearance:
I’ll take a shower and get ready to work, the weather is good today, the sun is shining😘😘😘
Tomorrow we need to wake up early and go to bus to Iasi
How is your day going...do you have lot of clients today?😊
It is similar to Slovakia yet different. It is hard to say after such short visit of course and also the given situation.
When I first came to Odesa I saw that it really is a big and nice city...it was relatively easy to navigate in. There were lot of people even now during war...so I can imagine how full of life it can be normally.
I did not interact with lot of people, but they seemed nice....there is of course the language barrier...but some people could speak some english or they at least tried 🙂
And of course I love your food..at least the little I had 😊
I wish you a good night and sweet dreams... soon I should be more available 😊
I wish your morning will go well and you are nicely rested for the day 😊
I am bit curious...what do you need to decide about?🙂
Have a nice day and i wish everything goes well at school and in work 😊
I’m just worried that you travel a lot and I just wish you were fine 🤗💕💕 I’m a little busy right now, but I’ll write later, I want to talk more 😘❤️
Write whenever you can...I hope your day at work will end well and the time will pass fast for you 😊
How did you sleep and how are you?😊
I would like to be with you now instead of working and hug you, did you eat something? 😊😏❤️
I will be going for some soup. Did you bring some food wirh you today?
...anyway I wish you a calm and fast day at work 😊
I’m at home in the shower, I feel good, I’m just tired, how are you? 💕
I am sorry I have been busy with work
If you would like to talk we can do it in the evening when you will be more free
But first I want to apologize once more if I was worrying you somehow.
I am worried that I am losing you and I am unable to interest you anymore . I wanted to also ask you if you would tell me if you dont want to talk or you are not in a mood for talk or you are busy with something that you dont want to disclose....I would like to know your honest opinions and feelings even if they could be insulting or hurtful towards me.
I know very well you need money and that you have this second or maybe main job on OF and I have accepted that long ago... after all I know how our conversations started.
That is why I can imagine that there are many like me that are talking to you and are in the same place I was some time ago. Of course I can imagine a lot of guys approaching you in real life...and I understand that as well.
That is it in a nutshell
I would never say that I love you if I had someone on the side, men write to me but I don’t answer them, there was a man with whom I said there was no love or something with feelings just bought content and it was half a year ago, I’m only interested in the future and a person with whom I feel good and who understands me, it’s you!
I wouldn’t ask you to help me in the future if I didn’t want to❤️
I’ll finish my food and write to you if you don’t fall asleep, I’ll be happy to talk❤️
Have you calmed down a bit?🤪❤️😅
Why did you start doubting and why did you start looking for some reasons, you asked what I wanted, but I already told you, what do you want with me or from me in the future?❤️
How are you? How are you feeling and how did you sleep, do you have training today in the morning?😇💕
How is your morning, did you sleep well?
For lunch I had kebab with vegetables 😄what about you?....did you bring your food with you to work?😊
And the fact that you were able to eat and return to training, I would also like to study together🤗❤️
I really want to finish all this studies, just leave and start a new life, so that we can see each other, you are a very nice and good man, I like the way you treat me, the way you talk to me, because when I was little, my father only beat my mother and mocked her and saw a lot of sadness and sharp situations that I will never forget, I can share you now tell you, I have tears, but I want to do it, it was winter, I was six years old, I was born in the countryside, my father had a small house there, but with a vegetable garden Mom worked there all the time, she planted corn, tomatoes, something, she loved it very much...
But the winter period was such that he began to drink a lot, he played slot machines there, he lost all the money and already when he came home angry, he drank his mother, he also brought his friends, then he was jealous of them and then again beat my mother, drove me out into the street in winter, she hid me in her jacket and she sat outside all night without clothes, God, it was just very scary to remember this, I never want to him constantly mocked her, it was something terrible, I will never forget it, I’m very scared of all this, I don’t like drag, it’s a very sick topic for me, It’s very difficult for me to share it, but I just want you to know that I trust you and I want you to understand that you hurt my feelings a little when I left, I just didn’t understand the reason and I’m very offended that everything is like this because I really like you! 🥺❤️
You are in my heart, I just want you to understand that I need you as a person, so don’t forget about me, write to me, I always want to talk to you to develop our relationship, even if they are at a distance, it still brings me great joy in my heart, as for the language, I think it’s French, a little Spanish, I just like some words there, but I would like to know it more deeply😊❤️
I am very sorry that I offended you... possibly multiple times... I am not used to this long distance relationships and I am very slow to trust someone...especially when I dont see them eye to eye... but now I think I need you.. a gentle nice girl to share my life with and to teach me more about empathy and feelings.
I like your choice of languages, I started to learn bit of Spanish when I went to Spain last year... but didnt get very far😄
I feel better after your answer, I don’t like the way you answered, it pleases my soul, I want to hug you very much🥰❤️❤️❤️❤️
I will be finishing with work soon... how is your work going so far? 😊
I’m glad you ate😇😊
I haven’t done my legs for a long time, but once I freaked out and decided to test my abilities, as a result, I couldn’t get out of bed for the next 3 days😂😂😂
I understand that you don’t owe me anything and you shouldn’t do anything at all, but I really have no choice, I’m now in such a state that I’m just afraid that something might happen to me and I don’t know what will happen next, it’s very offensive for this whole situation, but I can show you all the tests, show you everything I honestly need your help and I’m just very ashamed of all this and embarrassing to ask, but today I realized that health affairs can’t be postponed because everything comes unexpectedly and you need to understand it, not postpone your health for later😔😔😔
Oh my God, I have no words 😩❤️
I want to cry now, I’ll calm down a bit and send you the bill, I love you, Matt🥺❤️❤️
What kind of nuances do you have in mind?
I wish you a great start to work, you will succeed😘😘😘
It will be two options, she also explained to me it’s a punch biopsy, it’s a specially round punch knife that they will take me a biopsy, or a scalpel, but I took the first option because they said it was less painful but they will still be an anesthetic🥺❤️
After the procedure, they also said that there would be a small recovery, they said what symptoms of fever, dizziness and so on could be, they said that you need to have paracetamol and some other pills that can reduce pain, also you can’t wet the wound 24 hours, change the bandage once or twice a day, if there are stitches and they part, the blood can’t be stopped, so she said that even sleep carefully because there were cases when people woke up in blood, because in a dream they touched the wound and the stitches parted🥺For anesthesia and so on, I need another 250 together with pills and also an ultrasound blood test that I need to do tomorrow morning before the operation, in general, it’s okay, but I just didn’t expect it and would like to share and ask you if it will be difficult for you to help me with this?❤️
Have a nice evening and sweet dreams Matt💋🥹love you ❤️
How did you sleep and how did you start your morning?☺️
I hope that everything will go well with you and all with be painless 🙂
what parts of the bridge did you do, today just tests as I was told, by the evening I’ll find out everything and tomorrow morning we’ll start the operation, I thought today, but they said that it’s tomorrow because they want to know and the tests and that everything is fine with them😇❤️❤️
I trained arms today...but not too much, my body hurts enough after this week 😄
I Didn’T understand what you meant and what you were coaching because it translated to me like you trained weapons😅🤭❤️
how are you feeling,аre you all right?😘😘
Do you feel well today?...how is your day going at work?😊
Yes you should replenish your energy and drink and eat something before tomorrow .
What do you plan to do after work?😊
And about the idea of going to my parents, it sounds great, I would also like to go to nature to feel relaxed without haste and without anything, just relax, summer will be soon, so in any case you need to rest somewhere to relax your brain 😌❤️❤️❤️
It is good that your friend will keep you company and I hope you will have a good time together 😊 Of course I will be here as well as always 😊
Some active relax in nature or mountains is always nice...and I am looking forward to do it more. Not sure about this weekend because of weather though 🙂
...and yes summer is almost here and I have still lots of free days to spend from work...so I would like to maybe go somewhere....
Maybe I can come up with something with her and show you where we’ll go, in the summer I want to sunbathe and relax ☺️☺️☺️ I don’t think I’ll be somewhere near the sea, but I’d like to get to some beautiful lake💕💕😚
Take care Sofia 🙂
I’ll look for photos of lakes and places where I’ve been and I can show you 💋💋💋
17-23 May
More and more talking about our lives.
Here are some of the girl's tiktok videos from this time period for reference regarding appearance:
Text me when you can, they said that everything will be fast, but preparation takes time 😌
I’m in a normal mood, I try not to be nervous 😅🧘♀️
Are you going to your parents in the morning or do you want to get some more sleep? ✨❤️❤️
I wish you good luck with everything and am hoping that it will go smoothly.
I wish I was there to hold your hand before all of that 😊
I already am at my parents and will be helping out with something in few hours
So are you feeling well after it?...except your cute ass of course 😊
I wish you a nice and easy day at work then 😊
How are you doing and feeling Sofia?😊
Is your work going well?
I feel good, thank you very much, things are good here, I took a pill and I have a painkiller, I still have these women’s days, so sometimes they mix more, now I’ll go out to get you something to eat😊
Wow, what kind of beauty is this, tell me about it 😍😍😍
I was asking about the cheese...since I was curious if it is similar to what we have 🙂
The day went well yesterday, thank you, now I’ll show you what I meant about cheese, and you tell me how you slept and how you feel? 😘
I slept fine and am doing ok
I’m going to my friend’s now to help her and then home, you’re already at your parents?☺️
I will be spending some more time with parents, sister and grandma.
Take care Sofia and enjoy the tine with your friend 😊
I did it with music calmly read a little and also turned off the light because someone broke something in the meter and I didn’t have it for almost an hour and a half, I waited until everything was fixed and the network here is bad, as soon as I appeared, I immediately wrote to you wanted to ask how are you doing I miss you wanted to know what you doing how you spend time with your parents is everything okay? 🥰😘😘😘
I’m watching YouTube and I’ll be going to bed soon, the day off flew by and wake up tomorrow for work 😘😇
The important thing is that you had some rest... tomorrow the working routine begins...but I will be happy to break the routine if you dont mind 😊
I am doing ok,..today I am working from home. I wish you will have good day at work and I will be looking forward for your messages 😊
How is the weather there and your mood?😇😇😇
How did your work go and what will you do next, and on the account of Odessa, what else did you see there and what did you like there?😇
I think I’ll come after work and be able to tell you more about the cities and in general I promised you to find photos of the lake I will also find them, I would also like to go to Odessa but now everything is very difficult first you need to deal with your health and then rest😅❤️
Well, the idea to go for a run is good, I would like to be together and would like to know what products you like, I mean what vegetables and what do you eat most often now?😘😘😘
I would love to go with you some day to visit different cities or maybe you revisiting ones that you saw long time ago 😊 I am thinking about going on some trip to visit Ukraine again in near future so I am really curious about some nice places and of course about you 😊
The food I eat most often area some fruits and vegetables in the morning that I blend into kind of smoothie... often time I choose from banana, oranges, kiwi, cucumber and spinach. When I go to work I foten go for lunch with coworkers and I try to have some meat with vegetables or something like that, but often it may be various foods.. sometimes some asian food like rice with meat or noodles, maybe some baguette... and for example last friday we went for more sweet food that I dont know how to translate 😄 ... from slovak to ukrainian translator say it is Дукатові булочки
I’ll try quickly 😊🥰
For dinner I only had a tuna salad 🙂
How are you?how is your workout in the morning?😊😏
How are you feeling? 😇😚
The workout went fine and now just work ... it is starting to get slowly warm again ...but it is still cloudy.🙂
How is school progressing...is everything fine there?
I hope that work today will go well and will not have unpleasant customers 😊
That he doesn’t like coffee, that something doesn’t suit him there, it’s just that people’s mood and somehow they want to spoil it with others, I don’t pay attention to it, but it happens that people overdo it, and in the end I can’t do anything because if they say something bad to the client, they can complain and I’ll have problems, because in fact the client is always right, even if he didn’t say anything there, I need to remake it all this for him, but damn coffee ☕️and doesn’t waste nerves on him, especially since the state of nerves is not needed at all😅😅❤️
By the way, I ate a sandwich with avocado and teriyaki sauce in the morning, I didn’t have time to send anything else, but I made it, I wanted to show it now 😊😊😊
... and yeah there are unfortunately people like that they just want to complain no matter what... you must have nerves of steel by now 😊.... especially after dealing with me 😄
I am glad if I can make you even a little bit more cheerful or positive🙂... and the feeling is mutual...I always feel better when you are able to message me and feel even better when you are doing good and are in good mood 😊
Is there anything you like to do in similar situations? 🙂
How are you feeling after today's day at work?... I hope your mood was good throughout the day 😊
I am glsd that you are feeling joyful 😊
My day is fine, just work, but I went to the store for two bananas to eat salam, nothing else interesting, the weather is good, in principle, and what is yours? 😘😘😘
I am glad to hear that the weather is getting warmer also for you 😊
Here it is cloudy, but warm...not sure yet if warm enough for shorts...maybe if I am brave enough🙂. .. since as you mentioned, morning is not so warm yet
Also tell me how you fried this cheese it would be interesting and also to learn about your student years🥰🥰🥰
For this fried cheese it is usually eidam cheese ...iti s first breaded with flour, egg, and bread crumbs and then fried either in a pan or deep-fat fryer
Today we had it in kind of restaurant or canteen near work, but it is or it was popular among students here as a cheap food in university canteens 😄
When i studied, I basically lived in these student dormitories and went home during weekends....and especially during the first year I ate this fried cheese often 😄
I can have food, just if I pay for everything, I’ll take off this anchor from the shower and the abnormal mistress of the apartment who will call and spoil the nerves 🥺❤️
I will always keep you informed of everything and tell you as it is, thank you for being there Matt 🥹❤️❤️❤️
Thank you for the wishes, I will write and I need to fill out the journal and I will be there 😊😘😘
how are you doing, is today going well?😊
Things are fine, everything is going well, I want you to be here, I made you delicious coffee and hugged you, kiss you too 🥰😉
I want and wish to be there too 😊...and it may happen that I will stop by for some coffee and maybe a hug or kiss too 😊
I hope the weather will be the same good on the weekend and there, by the way, a new movie came out, do you know such a character as Stitch?😊
I would definitely love to go for a walk with you...it would give me more energy 😊
I dont know about such movie but I remember Lilo and Stich...maybe it is from that?😊....I was not in cinema for some time now but it would be fun to go with you 😊
I am continuing with Andor series...only two episodes remain now 😄
I would like to go to the movies with you and spend time together 😊❤️
How about you?...did you bring some food with you and how are you feeling today?
I understand that the weather here is also not the best, but it was sunny and for the next whole week they show rain, so you need to tune in to such a weather forecast and in general for such a mood❤️❤️❤️how is your work going and what did you eat? 😘
The work is finished and after work I went also for charity run with colleagues. At least that has given me some energy 😄 For lunch I had those noodles with chicken meat.
How is it going for you?... hopefully it is not that busy for you now😊
Now, to be honest I am just thinking about how I should prepare for our first meeting since you mentioned that 😊
I’ll show you how to do it😘😘😘
I will be looking forward to see what good looking tasty food you can make 😊
We are watching movie called Idiocracy 😄
24-31 May
Here she comes to me with some medical documents. She says she has ovarian cancer. She urges me to help her and I, in naivety, did help her. She has sent me some pictures from hospital. In restrospective, I doubt they are even real, but I will let reader to see the evidence and decide.
Here are some of the girl's tiktok videos from this time period for reference regarding appearance:
How are you doing and feeling?😊 Any news regarding the tests?
How is your day, how do you feel? ❤️❤️❤️
I read about the last night, so I was worried about you so i am glad that you are ok.
Are you working today?...how is your day going?😊
What did the doctors say?
This is the initial stage, this is cancer of the first stage of the ovary...
They said that it was after the start, but everything can be fixed, they said that hormonal pills can also be chemotherapy, they said that if you do everything quickly, everything can pass in a couple of months, you need to take it seriously because if I don’t do it, I won’t be able to have children, what I was told😩😩😩
Also, at first, any harmonic pills that won’t give growth to all this inside me, it costs money, everything is so piled up, I love you and I don’t want you to worry about me because you do a lot for me, you try and it’s happiness for me to know that I care about you 😭❤️
These are additional blood tests, as well as ultrasound... hormonal pills that will help, as I was told, freeze the process inside...
All I can believe is and pray to God, but to be honest, it’s much easier for me to understand everything because you won’t go anywhere and you’ll be there and for me this is the most important thing 🥺❤️❤️❤️
I want to be a good mother and give everything to my child, because there was no love for me and I understand how in early childhood I miss it and it gave my emotions and scars, so it’s difficult to show feelings and open up, but with you I want, I want you not to be afraid with me because I thought I would just be silent about all this, I won’t say it and everything will pass, but when she told me about the children, I shared and the point here is not about them but to become happy inside having a man like you next to the bitter truth and pain, but Honestly and sincerely ❤️
Technically I will go, but not away from you but to see you and know you better.
I hope you remember when I told you that you have me.
How are you doing besides this news?...do you feel ok?🙂
How is your work? What did you eat today? ❤️❤️
Your mother does not know about this?
I want to hug you and hold your hand now and I hope can do it soon
I dont have work during the weekend 🙂 I had quesadilla for lunch...kind of tortilla with chicken meat and vegetables... What did you eat today?🙂
We will be probably watching some movie in the evening 🙂
What problems and name did you see, I don’t see such a thing, I saw that they indicated the date when sending for me on the same day, maybe they did it right away, but I got it and showed it to you ❤️
Today is just a sandwich and I don’t want to cook rest, I have a weekend 😌
Will you be also reading or are you just relaxing in bed?😊
You are planning to go to the cinema tomorrow right?😊
Yes, the movie is in the plans, I can show you a little excerpt from the movie 😇😚
I want to hang the things that were washed now and I’ll come back to you☺️☺️☺️
Are going to the movies now?🙂
I hope that you will enjoy the movie and time with your friend 😊
I will be looking forward to hear about how it was 🙂
...and I dont mind if you would talk about anything... good or bad 🙂
I would like us to watch it together, I would like you to feel it, it was just great, I’m very glad that I managed to go to it, now I’m heading to the hospital, I showed up a little more with a friend and now I need to solve problems with the doctor, I’ll keep you informed 😌🥰🥰🥰
Also tell me what you do, what did you eat, how is your mood, I love you very much 😚😚❤️
Good luck with your visit at doctor and take care 😊
I was at gym and now at lunch with friend....I had pork meat with cabbage and something I dont know how to translate 😄
Я теж тебе кохаю 🥰
I like burrito as well... I am glad that you enjoyed it 😊
I am still with my friend, but will be going back home soon 🙂
So she wanted to discuss all this, but I changed the subject, we just talked about life, she shared with me with my day, what she did, what she cooked, also told something about her aunt and so on☺️write to me when you get home and have a good time, kisses🥰😘
I am on my way now ans I will be home soon
It sounds very nice, I slept very well, now I’ll get ready to take a shower and hurry to work🥰🤗❤️
At night there were alarms of the Shahida and so on, it’s already like a tradition, by the way, yesterday there was still a holiday on the day of Kiev, so they fired so many missiles...
How did you start your morning, how did you sleep and what is your mood? 🤗😇
I overslept a little bit so I will be starting the day just with coffee and then work 🙂
I hope your start of the week will go well and at work it will not be that busy for you😊
I agree that the rain during working hours is cool to watch it and just enjoy it, but when it’s a week you want at least a little sun, but you’re there and you’re more than sunshine 😘😘😘
Until then, no matter the weather, you are making my day better and brighter 😊
How is your day going?.... what will you eat today? 😊
What are you going to do after work?😋❤️
I hope you slept well 😊...how are you feeling?
I am training chest today
Do you have only work today or do you have also something else planned?🙂
Here it is cloudy, but it is not raining anymore...but in the early morning it was , so the waking up was hard since I wanted to just lay in bed and listen to the sounds of rain😄
Glad to hear that you are in good mood 🙂 by the way...any news regarding the tests?
The workout went fine and I feel more awake after it 🙂
I’m glad that the training helped you to be more cheerful 😇❤️
I was told that I need to do 3 chemotherapy or surgery, but it costs a lot of money...
I said all morning organizations where they help people, because there are such people and they help me, I managed to find something, a woman who also had cancer but coped with it, helps people with opportunities and does a good deed, but I need papers and so on, I need to send all this so that she can see everything, I have a wounded stage, so if you do everything quickly, everything will be fine 🙏❤️
For one I need 650$, there are 3 also consultations, drugs and pills, the examination is still somewhere 1000$, this is what I need, but not all at once, but they said that I urgently need to do chemistry so that there is no development to the second stage, I was all on my nerves in the morning, but I try to stay calm because nerves will not help, I’m just telling you and I’m looking for a way out, and I want to ask you if you can help me a little with this, I don’t like myself and it’s not only help with money, but just be there as it is, because it helps me a lot 🙏❤️❤️❤️
What is the minimum that you need the earliest?
And of course I will be there for you as well. 🙂
And by the way the red suits you...I am sure you look very pretty in it 😊
But in general there are experiments and different colors, it lifts the mood and I do it more in sunny weather but for some reason today I wanted so much, by the way I talked to the doctor and tomorrow we can’t sign up for the 1st chemotherapy so I need $700, it’s with a taxi there and back, chemotherapy itself and other little things, can you help me with this? 🤗😇❤️
бо я розумію що ти робиш реально для мене багато я це дуже ціную я просто хочу поділитись з тобою і розповідати тобі все😘❤️
Я дуже ціную те що ти поруч і розумієш мене,я дуже тебе кохаю Метт❤️❤️❤️❤️
I will go quickly to store now, but I will be available. I am yours Sofia 😊
Good shopping in the store 🤗
I am already in bed, I have just been reading and playing Duolingo a bit
я спала нормально но з тобою спала би краще, а ти як спав як почався твій ранок?😊😘
I hope everything goes well for you 🙂
Then I had chemotherapy for a whole hour, it’s a pretty simple procedure, it’s a drip, I was told that they could take some pills or I just had to take it... but through an IV it’s most likely that it will help... they said that there will be different symptoms, it will be nauseous, weakness, decreased immunity. and the rest I need to buy pills for all this, I was also told that I need pills that will be prescribed after this whole process...
They said that regular blood tests are needed, because they will check how everything is with my health, also the next chemotherapy will be in one and a half or two weeks, they will look at my body reacts and based on this how much time it will take, also said that I need to do an MRI later, here for chemotherapy it turned out almost $670 I called a taxi here and as I was told for everything else I need about 525 dollars for everything else, that’s all I need, all the MRI pills, blood tasks for the first time, I understand that it’s hard for you, sorry 🙏🥺❤️❤️I understand that I ask a lot, I feel not Very good, I just want it to end and I go home to rest, this is the most difficult period of my life😭❤️ I am very, very afraid of all this special injections, it was difficult for me to tune in, but I understand that it is necessary for my life for the future because I understand that I am young and everything is still ahead, I just need to go through such a very difficult test, but without you I did not cope🥹❤️
I hope that you will feel better soon🙂...I am sorry to hear that you are not well right now. I want to be there with you now.
I understand that you need this and you know that I want to help, but it will be difficult
Чи можеш ти мені допомогли щоб я все зробила і коли я вийду з лікарні буду вдома і поговорим коли будеш мати вільні хвилинки,добре зайчику?❤️
How did it go at hospital?....do you have everything you need?
Will you go to sleep now?🙂
I dont have anything planned, maybe I will do some cleaning and then run if I will have some energy
I will be curious to know what will you watch or listen to 😊
I feel tired, I just want to wish, I have food but I want something sweet, maybe I’ll go to the store later and buy myself a chocolate 🤭
I watched YouTube about travel Anton Ptushkin, it was the farthest point, near Antarctica they call a place differently, but he calls Spitsbergen, it’s beautiful but a little boring there, coal is mined there, by the way, it was told that they drink a lot there🤣 but it’s clear why because there are 4 months of complete darkness, I wouldn’t be able to do that, there are also a lot of Ukrainians there, from the dangers there are bears who have already killed people, but now it has become treated with safety there😊
They say it’s like in the Hawaii, only it’s cold, but I’d just like to see the Arctic someday 🥰
Дуже шкода що був дощ,тут поки його немає надіюсь вночі теж не буде бо мені інколи від сильного дощу голова болить,що ти робиш зайчику у тебе все добре?😊❤️
Do you still have something on mind to do this evening?😊
I have been to gym and I am at work... I slept fine, but I wish I could sleep more 😄
I trained legs today, it went well...I will see how I will feel it later 😄
Do you plan to watch or read something?😊
Дякую що ти поруч доречі хочу побажати тобі гарного початку роботи на настрою 😇❤️
How is your relax going my Sofia?😊 Do you feel well or do you still have some symptoms from yesterday?
I love a movie about robots, which is why I like everything and the actors are good 😊😊😊
I’m very glad you ate, so far there are no symptoms, everything is fine, I feel better, I hope it will continue like this 😘🥰🥰
It makes me happy to know that you are feeling better 🥰 ...You will be alright Sofia 😊
But I think I would enjoy any movie with you 🥰
How are you doing?....and what are you planning to do now?😊
I will be looking forward to see what tasty food you had 😊
це були такі Бургер суші всередині креветки ,авокадо ,рис ,сир і в додаток ще були соуси різні і листя норі, це було дуже смачно мені сподобалось😊🤭🤭
What will you be up to now?😊
Tomorrow, should you be able to work?...I just want you take all the time that is needed for you to be well ❤️
Дуже рада що робота пройшла добре 😌😊❤️і рада що ти зможеш поїсти🤗
Зараз покажу що я слухаю або запишу 😊😊😊
I am always glad when you are so cheerful 😊 I would like you to be happy 🙂
How did you sleep, how did you start your morning? 😇❤️
I slept fine, but again I wish it was longer 😄...I am at gym now
How is the weather in Kyiv by the way?😊...here it is just cloudy, but at least it is not raining
I hope you will have a good and not too difficult day at work my love 😊❤️
Можливо тобі треба більше відпочити перед тренуванням або просто зранку прийняти дуже холодний душ 😅🙈😆❤️❤️❤️
погода у тебе не дуже хороша але це нічого скоро літо і вона буде краще,але дивлячись на останні роки клімат там змінився?
Бо я звернула увагу і він як на мене стає холодніше тут у Києві і постійні дощі,як думаєш що це може бути і чи впливають ці всі заводи чи це природа ось так керує всім?😇🙈
It is very interesting to hear that for you it is getting colder and more rainy. For us it is getting warmer and things like snow are getting rarer here. Regarding rain, last year during summer there was case of strong rain when it caused floods in some places...and some years before there was small hurricane in Czechia near our borders
It is a consequence of climate change caused by humans 🙂....it will be interesting to see how weather will change in different parts of the world 🙂
Хотіла сказати що дуже кохаю тебе Метт😇🤗😘❤️❤️
У мене все добре ,я просто працюю заповнюю зараз журнали по продукцію кави та іншому, бажаю тобі гарної пробіжки надіюсь все пройде добре цілую тебе🤗🥰❤️
I have already finished with my run...it was a short one, but better than nothing 😄
I hope you will have easy last few hours at work. Love you 😊🥰
так залишилось ще 2 годинки я буду йти додому, трішки втомилася вже і сил не так багато, що ти будеш вечеряти чи це буде пізніше? І чи є в тебе якісь ще плани надалі?🥰😘
If you will work also tomorrow, I hope that you will nave a free day on Sunday ... so that you are not exhausting yourself too much 🙂
I will be doing my laundry now and prepare few things for packing for tomorrow... I will be going to parents place in the morning 🙂
I have work tomorrow and I can’t miss it, by the way, maybe tomorrow I can leave an hour earlier, I’ll ask the owner of the coffee shop, thank you for making words with me and the alphabet looks good, there’s something to learn, you’re great, my love 😘❤️❤️❤️
тому що ще в душ в магазин зайшла і взяла салат і бутерброд🥰🙈❤️почуваюсь важко не дуже багато спала але все добре крутилась ночі🥺🥺🥺
Ти вже у батьків все добре ?🤗
I wish you will have good day at work my love 😊 ... and by the way how is your weather today?... has it gotten little bit better?😊
Як будеш у батьків бажаю гарно провести час я поруч,кохаю тебе Метт🥰😘❤️❤️
Вау це дуже чудово що ти зможеш просто цілий тиждень зі своєю сім’єю та сестрою це дуже чудово я щаслива за тебе😇😌😘❤️
І я бачу що ти вже смачно їсиш🙈❤️ і в мене прям з’явився апетит щоб щось з’їсти 😉тому я бажаю тобі гарного апетиту і ти великий молодець що вчиш українську мову ,якщо тобі щось буде незрозуміло ти можеш мене запитати я тобі допоможу 😌🥰❤️
Але мені хотілося бути з тобою на природі і провести час лежучт ковдрі на траві зі свіжим повітрям,запах шашликів, смачний сік, персиковий або мульти вітамін, салат та домашній хліб і просто ця атмосфера була би дуже чудовою🙈🙈🙈🫠❤️
Іншим разом коли буде сонце візьми капелюх щоб він тобі допоміг🙈😊❤️
День трішки завантажений але все добре чесно вже хочеться додому і просто відпочити забрати все що я можу від свого вихідного і просто відпочити насолоджуватись з днем коли не треба нікуди спішити можна просто відпочити 🙈😘❤️
I am sorry I just got worried a bit when I saw the alert.
...I hope these last hours will go fast for you so you can begin relaxing very soon 😊
Залишилось ще зовсім трішки і я додому,ура відпочинок 🤗❤️❤️🥰❤️❤️
Як ти і що ти робиш коханий ?🤗😇
I am glad that you will be coming home soon...take care my love 😊❤️
As I was saying before, I would like to go to Ukraine again soon. I know that you wanted ideal meeting, but I would thing that any meeting would be beyond my expectations. I was planning to get to Kyiv in early July...but I want to hear what you think about it...even if it will not be perfect, I believe more perfect meetings can happen at other times.😊
Just to inform you...my plan currently is to go to Ужгород rhen Мукачево then Львів then Рівне and then Київ 🙂
Please ,I would like to know your opinion about this because you are one of the reasons I fell in love with Ukraine 🙂
Sorry for the wall of text 😊
мені хотілося зустрічі взяти на повну, відчути вечір та якусь романтику а не просто погуляти, коли в мене зараз такий стан я хочу бути здоровою щоб зустрітись і знати що зі мною все добре 🥹❤️
Мені не хотілось би в першій зустрічі наприклад коли буде дуже жарко мені можеш стати погано або ще щось, не хотіла щоб це була саме така зустріч тому я хотіла би стати повністю здоровою 🥹😘😘
і якщо до того липня як ти зможеш приїхати до Києва мені буде краще ми зустрінемось і проведемо час разом, розумієш зайчику?🥰😘😘
I of course want you to be comfortable...I want you to feel well 😊
I think that any touch of yours will be like kiss for me
I will think about this more tomorrow, but I think I will come...and I will accept whatever you want or not...I can cone also anytime later 🙂