January 2025 Details

Now from my timezone i wish you the best and thank you for being with me at least like this

Good morning Matt😊 the new year has come and I’ll tell you how I spent it, after I told you my thoughts I went to my mother, she turned on cartoons and we talked heart to heart until 4 a.m. until we fell asleep😊❤️we opened up to each other more, I told about my dreams and plans about what was in my head, it was a wonderful New Year and it’s a pity that you weren’t there, how did you sleep and how do you feel? 😊❤️

Hello there Sofia, I am glad that you had a good time and i wish this year will only go better for you. And of course i wished that i was with you

I’ll have breakfast, drink juice and some sandwiches for me and my mom, then I’ll rest tomorrow I’m at work I just want to rest, I’m glad to hear that you had a good time, you don’t have to hurry anywhere, the year has just begun ❤️😘

looks tasty 🙂... have a nice day at work... for me it starts tomorrow

My work starts tomorrow in the same way🤗

oh, I did not understand then 😄 ... then I hope you can still enjoy some rest and peace today 🙂

That’s what I’m doing and watching the series now, and what are you thinking of doing?😊

I will probably finish the chernobyl series, finally and then maybe only some reading or something 😊... what series is that?

Серіал називається спіймати кайдаша,драми чи щось типу того,мамі подобається і мене затягує,бажаю вам гарного перегляду і настрою )

sounds interesting...will maybe check it out later ☺️... enjoy your evening with mom 🙂

Thank you very much, I’m pleased, I wish you the same good evening, I’m thinking of going to bed, tomorrow I want to sleep at work, I need to enter the New Year correctly and gain strength 😇

good night Sofia 😊

Good night Matt😇

Good morning, how was your sleep? 🙂

Good morning, Matt slept well, and how are you?😇

Im doing well ... just getting back into work routine. How is your day so far?

It started only 3 hours ago, it’s not over yet 😅 and you?

I am finishing up in a bit and will probably do some chores and go to store

What will you do after work and how do you feel?

Yes, there is a lot of work today🥺

i feel fine... for me it has not been so bad at work...i think difficult times only await me 😄

sorry to hear that you have lot of work right after holidays, but i believe you will get through it fine

Another 15 minutes and I’ll go home, it was a difficult day, but I’m glad that I managed after the holidays, it’s hard to adapt, but I succeeded, how are you?

I’m at home, I’m fine, I want to take a shower and cuddle with you

glad to hear that you are fine 😊

I just got out of the shower, I wanted to tell you something, but I’m afraid you’re watching YouTube and I wouldn’t mind hugging either😇

sure, what would you like to talk about?🙂

Remember I told you about the gifts I made to my mother, it had small consequences, I denied myself something, more precisely in the apartment, I understood that it was about itself and would bring a problem and I chose a gift for my mother because I understood that she needed to surprise, I did it and I don’t have enough for the apartment now because I thought you could help me, but I don’t want to upset you with this and talk about it at all, but I tried to find a way out and now I have the only way out is you and if you support me, you will help me a lot because I won’t lose my job or apartment and I will be fine, because I couldn’t find a way out, I tried, but everyone turned away from me and I hope you won’t❤️

I’m already in bed☺️

I thought that you understood me and what I was saying before Sofia 😔

Yes, I understand, but I just told you about it, I don’t know what to do, forgive me for that

Don’t you want to talk to me?

I know, thats why I wanted to properly set your expectations. I dont want you now thinking that I am turning you down as you said.

There are such situations in life that there is simply no way out and I can just stay on the street without work without anything, I really did everything I could I ask you to help me this time I promise that I will not allow it anymore even if there are holidays I will think only about the apartment and the most important thing I stood up I understand that weakness took my soul and I just wanted to make it nice for my mother but I really hope for you and that we can do it I understand that I am problematic I understand that these are not your worries but if you care about me please save my situation🥺❤️

alright, i will not talk about it now, but i hope that in the end you will understand what i am saying

Good morning Matt, tell me what you think about me today there is another day so that I won’t be kicked out, it’s important for me to know what will happen next, I’m on my nerves...

hey there, I slept well, how about you?

You probably just listened to me wrong, I said that I was fine with the apartment, but I made a choice either to buy a gift and surprise my mother or pay for the apartment, so I told you about it, do you understand? If I hadn’t bought gifts, everything would have been fine, but I couldn’t because I saw that I couldn’t leave her without a gift

so you chose to risk not having the roof over your head?, how much do you owe?

I’m missing another 255 dollars, the gifts came out for this amount, I didn’t spend anymore, I need to pay for the rent and that’s it, I won’t do it anymore because I’m afraid that I might be on the street

so even if I gave you the amount that you wanted previously you would still need more later?, do you think that amount of money is low?

Ні мені потрібна тільки сума 255$ і більше нічого я просто розумію що зараз цим дуже складно я зробила можливо неправильний вибір на користь подарунків, але я просто дуже хотіла щоб моя мама була щаслива тому що між цими всіма війнами і цим негативом хотілося зробити для неї приємний настрій і щоб вона посміхнулась і відчувала себе особливою тому я це зробила і прошу тебе про допомогу і розумію що можу залишитись на вулиці але дуже надіюсь на те що ти не залишиш мене

Метт 🥺

one more thing... how were you able to afford things that you need before?

I was on the site and everything was fine with earnings, but now it’s a different time, I ask you to please help me, I’ll cope on my own and believe me, I want a normal job, I read that in Poland the salary is 6 times higher than in Ukraine, maybe I’ll go there soon, I want to live better

if I do this, you understand that there will be no next time.... because these are no small amounts you want from me

Yes, I understand that, I apologize for the inconvenience I bring, I will try and think next time and it will not happen again, do you want and can you help me?🥺❤️

how would you like to do it?

Can I send you an invoice?
You will help me and I will please you in the same way I promise ❤️

Будь ласка не мовчи 😔

I have sent it

I need a screenshot of the landlady, I can’t tell her a word that I sent her dozens of apartments

Thank you very much ❤️

how was your day and what will you be up to?... I am finishing up the work

I’ll get ready and go home, how is your work and how are you feeling?🤗

i did not work for some time now and i am now with friends

how are you doing? ....did you go into radio silence?

Hahaha no, I was just in the shower and then watched YouTube, thank you again for your help, how did you sit with your friends?

I am still with them

What do you do if it’s not a secret?

you were not talking about work today just the other thing 🙂

No, I’m just lying in bed, I already have 5 minutes to 12 at night, I’ll go to bed to wake up early for work

good night then and I hope I will hear from you tomorrow 🙂

Okay, I’ll be glad to talk tomorrow, have a good time ❤️

are you still here?

I haven’t fallen asleep yet

why cant you sleep yet? 🙂 ... and it went well eventhough I had a cold night walk back home 😄

I don’t know, I’m just thinking about life and I can’t sleep, everything comes to mind, I think about the future and what will happen next, to be honest, I’m tired of living like this, did you get home okay?

yeah the walk went fine in the end..... what are you thinking about?... what do you think about your options for the future?

There is a lot of idea how to connect my life, I just realized that no one needs me except myself, I don’t need to understand my remote control further find a normal job and make my life better because now I’m dissatisfied with it, I just want not to be a victim but just enjoy life to work, improve myself my brain enjoy new emotions and just progress in something, I’m tired of what’s happening in my life, the war of problems it eats me from the inside and doesn’t let me sleep and live normally

thats very much understandable, I remember what you would maybe like to do in the end.... how do you still feel about it?... or what do you think it would be a good way to start?

Yes, I know that there are many processes to go to another country, for example, to Poland, Slovakia or something like that, you need a long-time or a residence permit, it’s not easy to do, it takes time, it also requires money and I can’t afford it now

yes, everything in the end takes time, most of the time there are no shortcuts... but in time I believe you will be able to do it

.. and I was also asking about the actual thing or job you would like to do in the end ... or at least what kind of thing you want to do to get to that job 😊

I understand that at first I can do any job, then I could find what I like, I’m still looking for and understand that I can’t do serious journalism and earn normal money because I’ll be in another country, first I need to finish my studies, now I’m just waiting for the moment when I finish everything and can think about what to do next

there are and there will be a lot of opportunities for you to try different things and with patience you will be able to get to them ... and even if in the end you will not pursue the journalism or something, it will serve you well in other ways

I completely agree with you

yeah, do as you feel is the best for you.. there are always pros and cons to both choices

Okay, thank you very much, yes, I’m working tomorrow

I hope then you will be able to get at least some sleep 😊... try not to worry too much, the new ideas will come better after good rest and when brain is not that preoccupied with those worrying thoughts

I’m going to bed late, I was glad to talk, thank you for the conversation, I was pleased 🤗

good night Sofia... a second time 😊

hey there, how was your rest?

how are you doing?, are you too busy today?

what a nice set of photos you posted 🙂, where were you?😊

Hi Matt❤️❤️in the morning something happened to my Internet and it just didn’t work I called and wrote to support they sent me a message that they were hacked or something like that, I can send you to read, I missed you, I had to hurry to work but I really wanted to talk❤️ tell me how you feel?☺️😘😘

What are you doing today?🤗

hey, i was out with friends most of the day.. currently we play bowling

Wow, cool, I also love bowling, how often do you play it and how many strikes do you score?

well, today i play it second time in my life 😄

Hahaha, and what do you say, do you learn fast?☺️

well i consider it totally random 😄

What do you like to drink?

mostly beer 😄

My evening is very lonely and there is nothing special, I would also like to play bowling or do something like to relax and enjoy the evening, but I just sit at home and want to make myself cocoa sandwiches and read a book☺️

I will read and enjoy solitude😅☺️

there is nothing wrong with that 😊

Yes, I played and before I liked to do it with girls and fool around😁

what is this picture btw?.... what book is that?

I made myself cocoa and two sandwiches with Nutella☺️The book is called that mountain you are, biranna West, how to turn self-sabotage into self-improvement☺️

hmm, by the look of the book, you should then hopefully not be comparing yourself to others 🙂 which should be both subjectively and objectively good in the end....

Okay, thank you, I’ll take it into account, I’m going to bed, I want to get some sleep, I hope you had a good time, good night, Matt ☺️

I hope you will be able to rest better this time 😊, good night Sofia

hello, how are you doing?

Good morning Matt🤭☺️💋❤️sleepy princess woke up, how are you, what are you doing? ☺️☺️☺️

☺️☺️☺️

did you have a nice sleep?🙂...i am doing fine and i continue socializing a bit 😄

I was in the store, bought myself some goodies and will watch a movie, and you?☺️

some of those sweets look familiar ... enjoy 🙂

are you busy today?😊

I’m with a friend now, she came to me to watch a movie ☺️
Thank you for the compliment, what are you up to?😊

have a nice evening with a friend 😊

Thank you, I’m already at home, I want to take a shower, do you want me to recommend a movie with Jim Carrey?☺️

sure, why not?🙂...i have seen quite a few Jim carrey movies...did you like it?😊

Good morning Matt😊my sincere apologies I fell asleep 🥺❤️❤️How are you feeling, how did you sleep? 😊

good morning, how was your sleep?😊

Cancer number 23

hmm, I dont think i have seen this one

You should see

now that you have watched, do you think it is better to watch it with someone?... or why do you think someone recommended it to watch it with someone?😊

I think you can watch this movie alone and you can watch it with someone, it doesn’t matter, the most important thing is that you are in a good mood, I wouldn’t say it’s a horror movie, but there are scenes with blood and all that, but the movie looks more like a detective and I think you should like it😁😁😁

oh, ok... I will then check it some time

I’m on my way home from work, how are you feeling?☺️

Im doing fine, just watching a series, how was your day?😊

What series are you watching, it was a difficult day, but I did it, everything is fine, how do you feel?😘

Im glad that you are fine and can have some rest now 😊, I feel fine and I watched the newest episode of Dexter Original sin

What do you think about this series?😘

I like a lot the original Dexter series and this is something like prequel and so far it is good🙂

I’m glad to hear that you like it, I want to advise you something,If you’re interested in how everything happens here about the war, you can watch it, I’m going to bed, I wish you a good evening and sleep💋

sure, send whatever comes to your mind...i am interested 😊

Good morning Matt😊 I woke up, I’m making myself breakfast, I feel good, the weather is not very cold outside, you can see the rays of reddish sun, so it should be warm today, it’s a pity that I slept more than usual because I understand that I must have missed a beautiful sunset, how did you sleep and how do you feel?😘🤗

Good morning 😊, i was busy from the early morning and i am already at work and this time also physically I slept well and now i only need to get into the working mood 😄

How is your work going, I have nothing special at work, what’s the weather like there?🤗

it is not too cold here and it looks like it will rain...it seems like winter does not want to come here 😄

I’m glad you have wonderful weather there, it cheers you up ☺️ the day is going well, a lot of work, and you?

well, the weather is not the best ... especially since when it rains it will freeze in the evening and i will have a slippery walk on the ice 😄

And what do you need to do?😇

it is a lot of technical things, but if you are interested i can show an example of what i am doing or i will be doing 😊

Yes, of course I would like to see😘😊

I’ll take the bus home from work, I’m very tired, I’m a little late and very hungry, what about you?

Im watching series now and relaxing a bit, I hope that soon you will too

Wow it’s very difficult🤭I just got home, but to be honest, I don’t understand anything, are you watching the series you told me about?🥰

Have you thought about watching the movie I told you about? 😊😁

How was your working day? 🤗

yeah, it can take lot of time and patience to understand such things 🙂

I am giving a try to second season of Squid game series... it was recommended by a coworker, but I have the movie you mentioned on the list too😊

I was already in bed, will you like the series that your friend recommended to you?😊

I’m glad that your day went well and I’m also glad that you saw my friends from vacation, to be honest, I’m tired and just want to sleep, I don’t want anything, maybe I’ll read it before going to bed, I’ll just fall asleep😌

yes of course, have a nice rest Sofia.... good night😊

I wish you a pleasant rest and a pleasant viewing, good night Matt😇

Good morning Matt😊how did you sleep?

good morning 😊, i slept well and will be going to work in some minutes

how do you feel?, are you rested after yesterday?

Yes, I had a good rest, everything is fine, how are you feeling?😊

I feel fine, how are you doing?

Everything is fine, my stomach hurts a little, but in general everything is fine, and how is your day? ☺️

good to hear that, i am just working am at boring meetings and such 😄...i hope that you will get better with the stomach

I wish everything goes well🤗

it will 😊

I’m going to leave work, it’s raining terribly outside🥺

hopefully it will at least not be too slippery, take care Sofia 😊

I got out of the shower and took a hot shower🤗

hmm, how hot?😊

I guess we will never know 😄

Yes, I want to sleep, I’m tired and my tummy hurts🥺

good morning 😊, sorry I fell asleep. How did you sleep? I hope that you are doing better now😊

Good morning ☀️ Matt❤️ how are you feeling, I woke up at 8 a.m after I decided to lie down and just woke up, passed out in a minute but I have time to go to the shower, drink tea and get ready, how did you sleep, how do you feel, are you ready to conquer this day? 🤭😊😘☺️❤️

i slept well, but wanted to sleep more 😄...i am already after breakfast and gym and currently at work. Today it can be difficult day at work, but i am already used to that 😄. How are you feeling?😊

You made your morning productive, I have something for you, I did it yesterday, I wanted to show you, but would you like to see something new with me? ☺️💋

The day is normal, everything is going well, there is enough work☺️

I hope you have a nice day at work and you know I always like to see more of you😊

I’m leaving work, are you all right?😘
I’ll text you when I’m home 🤗☺️💋

I am doing fine, take care 😊

I uploaded something to surprise you 😘🤭

hmm, that is very hot content 😊

I’m very glad that you liked it, I hope you can relax after a hard day at work or, for example, be alone when you need it, what you liked the most in what I showed you and did you watch any of this?☺️

I’m going to sleep soon🤗

Good night Matt 💤❤️

good morning 😊 , how are you doing and how was the rest?, I am now officially back in the early morning routine 😄 so my availability at least during the week will be shsifted sometimes

Good morning, Matt☺️I just fell asleep, I thought we’d talk before going to bed, but you weren’t there😅

I understand that you have work to do, everything is fine🤗

I’m glad you were able to see my beauty, I deserve a little help for that, if you don’t mind doing something for me, if you really want to? 😊💋

yeah, sorry about that...next time if you will say that we could talk i will try to wait 😊

Okay, I just didn’t think you’d sleep or busy, I thought you’d be waiting for a pleasant surprise😇💝😊

yeah rice goes always well with chicken breast so thats why it is mostly my obvious choice 😄

the meal i eat most often is probably oatmeal in the morning...do you have any such meal?😊

Yes, I also like rice with chicken breast, they also combine pasta with chicken 😇🤗

I eat porridge most often, but lately I’ve been just drinking tea, I asked you if you don’t mind to help me a little, I now need to have money for travel, food and to buy toilet paper and so on, so I asked you about it, do you mind if you would like to thank me for the content, I need $150, can you support me with this? 😊❤️

refer to this and unsend the content if you want because looks like i cannot afford it

You said when I send something, you can pay for it, didn’t you?

I thought it was so

no it was not the case.... next time just dont call it a gift😊